wow..this is my first blog ever. I guess now would be a good time to start my worthless rambling? 

I wish I knew why things happen the way they do. I feel as though nothing makes sense and never will. it's like, every time I think I have finally figured things out, something or someone complicates it again. I'm left with puzzle pieces that just don't fit.  Don't even get me started on men... they are the most complicated beings. They're all, "I love you, baby." Next day: "I think I found a new girl.." Why must they be so competitive? If you straight up tell a man "I think I'm in love with you!" You would THINK he would be overjoyed. Not in most cases. He'll most likely invision a sticky note slapped on your forehead reading, "I'm so EASY." Ugh. Very frusterating to say the least, but that's life for ya. 

So on a different note, my dieting went to shit. I have been trying so hard to lose just a few pounds. I think I actually may have gained weight lol. Wellll, enough whining for one day... kudos.